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  Embracing a New Month After Weariness But as the calendar turned its page, so did the spirit within. The new month arrived like a gentle breeze, carrying whispers of renewal and hope. It was a chance to start afresh, to shed the burdens of yesterday and embrace the possibilities of tomorrow. The past month's trials became stepping stones, guiding the way forward with newfound wisdom. Hi humans, It is JUNE 2024! time passed so quick just the way I wanted it. Everyday, I am always looking forward to nighttime. This is how my days pass: with no direction, just waiting for them to end until aging or death arrives. JUST SURVIVING. exactly how the song lyrics Numb Little bug by Em Beih. " Do you ever get a little bit tired of life Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive 'Cause you gotta survive~" With each sunrise, strength slowly returned. 2024 has been a "many things happened" y

  A friend to all, is a friend to none Chase two girls, lose the one. I'd be a fearless leader I'd be an alpha type When everyone believes ya What's that like? I'm so sick of running as fast as I can Wondering if I'd get there quicker If I was a man. December used to be my favorite month. but now I got no favorite month.  imma aging maybe NYEH WELCOME 2024 ! Finally, get some time to blog again.  I noticed some of my old blog post views increase, which got me to read back my previous few blog posts.  Why are you guys still reading my old post.. Well, do I feel cringe or has the mentality changed? or am I happier now? I think the same la. Same emo emo, at times. I have stopped thinking about how to be happier. All I want now is peace. Nic have been questioning how to have a sleep like mine;  lie on the bed and fell asleep in seconds! and he came to the conclusion that people with lesser brain activity sleep easily.  Nic is saying that he has so much brain activity wh

 Being a mother is a life-changing experience, and there's simply no going back.  Being a mom is not always easy, but I wouldn't trade this role for the world. Begin this blogpost with cutie playful little Aelfred. Sometimes, I wonder if it's just me who really thinks Aelfred is so cute OMG. Alright, if you did read my previous blog, you might recall that I went to this interview. So after one month, I was informed that I'd passed the interview just like that. Therefore, because of that, I have to move on to the next phase of life you see. This requires my little family to move from Terengganu to Johor Bahru.  Indeed I was supposed to go to Mukah, Sarawak for at least 2 years but 2 weeks after I appealed, the gahment decided that I may go back to JB because Aelfred needed to follow up on his heart with a specialist. Aelfred fell sick one day after my interview result announced, right timing not, so the conclusion is; I AM BAK TO MY MOTHER LAND OF JB. Am I happy? maybe T

 I'm a lucky girl and he is one smart man. Heyllo, I just came back from my not-so-short getaway from Korea! It was 7 days trip with my cutie 8-month-old baby, my lovely husband Nic, and my noisy bestie Jianin. It is my second time visiting Korea and previously I went for a good 8 days too. Decided to write down my trip this time mainly because I CAN. lol Currency 1000Won=RM3.34 The time zone differs by an hour. Malaysia 7am is korea time 8am. We were able to get free and fast speed public wifi 85% of the time.  First and foremost, our flight was on 5/20 is the exact date (2y ago) Nic proposed to me. So happy propose anniversary! Secondly, please excuse my photos which were not professionally taken, I am still training my husband to be a better photographer. Teehee Start this blog with a picture of 2 cuties   Day 1 (Saturday) -20.5.2023 K so Our flight from KLIA2 is 10:20pm. Night flight hoping Aelfred will be asleep like he always did. Bought a 50kg check-in luggage because we hav