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My second pregnancy.

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 It's the little things, the daily mess, That turns our lives into one big jest. So here’s a tip: laugh while you can— Every day’s a comedy, that’s the plan! Thank you to my husband, Nic. I still remember the first time we met. I thought you were pretty amazing then, but I had no idea. No matter where we go, I’m home with you. You have been steadfast, loving, and incredibly supportive, and you have been in it with me since the first keystroke. It’s you and me till the end! very the fairytale I KNOW.  If you have read my very previous blog entry, you will remember that I've mentioned about mr.husband Nic came back from China for a good one month (Aelfred's 2nd birthday). Well and behold, it was a fruitful visit for him because, for that visit, we are having a second child in my womb! HAHHA Children don't arrive when you plan for them- they come when your soul needs them most.  Your child didn't just change your life, they saved it. They were the transformation you...

Not now ≠ no

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 How many of you have something in your life right now that's taking longer than it should if God is big?  How many of you have something in your life right now that you feel like, "God must be telling me no" Well, He might. In the bible, King David wanted to build a temple for God. Who better to do it? He wrote all of the songs. Why not build the house that would house the songs he wrote for God? But he didn't get to do it. In fact, the prophet told him, "Go ahead. Do it, That sounds good," and God stopped the prophet in his tracks. The prophet had to pivot and turn back and say "David, I went home and prayed about it. I love you so much, you are amazing, incredible as a leader. I thought surely God would let you do it and God would say yes to you. To built a temple for God. Why wouldn't God get behind that? It's a good thing?! But the Lord didn't say "no". he said "not you." That's hard to hear. God says, "Not ...

How was dentistry in Malaysia?

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LIFE is a balance of holding on AND letting go. Hello, it is me. Summarizing how the dentistry course was for me. It's a total FIVE years course, in Malaysia. It cost RM350,000 plus-minus. Do I ever regret it? NOPE. Before I begin, disclaimer; I read one similar blog entry right before I joined DDS (Doctor of Dental Surgery), and back then it was really helpful to get a glimpse of what a dentistry course is about. 1 million dollar question: WHY DDS? " I believe that through this profession, I can make a real difference, one smile at a time."   My university experiences thus far have been amazing. I have learned and experienced so many new things in such a short period, and it has gone by so fast.  YEAR 1 It was September intake 2014. I remember that I did try to attend the orientation week. You know, that moment you are supposed to get to know your classmates. But stepping into this new city, I thought I should not be too friendly. But little did I k...

A quiet life without a flame.

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I want to make a lot of money and then tell people that money isn't the most  important thing in life. People dream of having a perfect relationship, a friendship and life. But I dream of only one moment when my parents look at me proudly and say, "That's my daughter!" I HAVE MOVE INTO THE NEW HOUSE. YAY. Aelfred is officially 2 years old. YAY So far, baby Aelfred is sleeping better at the new house. *finger cross* So what is up in 2024 so far? MAID. I had three maids this year come and go you see. The first one, was upset because she doesn't like maid-jobscope and especially have to stay home all the time. She told me that she prefers part-time cleaning on certain days. But honestly, through the time she was with me, she is indeed good at cleaning and taking care of Aelfred but of course, why force someone to do something she doesn't like. so I let her go. The second one needed to improve at cleaning, was lazy and insist on doing things her way. She is on her...

Inhale, Exhale, Thrive - Priorities realigned

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  Embracing a New Month After Weariness But as the calendar turned its page, so did the spirit within. The new month arrived like a gentle breeze, carrying whispers of renewal and hope. It was a chance to start afresh, to shed the burdens of yesterday and embrace the possibilities of tomorrow. The past month's trials became stepping stones, guiding the way forward with newfound wisdom. Hi humans, It is JUNE 2024! time passed so quick just the way I wanted it. Everyday, I am always looking forward to nighttime. This is how my days pass: with no direction, just waiting for them to end until aging or death arrives. JUST SURVIVING. exactly how the song lyrics Numb Little bug by Em Beih. " Do you ever get a little bit tired of life Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive 'Cause you gotta survive~" With each sunrise, strength slowly returned. 2024 has been a "many things happened" y...