Thoughts

Have you ever? 
Have you ever woken up one day, 
And wondered if it was your last day on earth? 
Have you ever have so much thoughts but you don't know who to share?

Have you ever tell people stuff just to pretend you are ok?

Have you ever just smile no matter how broken you are.

Have you ever believe in new thing and then unable to cope with the new religion's practice. You just wanted to be who you are and hope everyone accept your imperfection.

Have you ever left your house? 

Unsure if you'd return? 
Have you ever seen your friend? 
On drugs he hasn't used before? 
Forcing you to choose? 
Have you ever sat beneath the stars? 
Hoping God will hear you? 
Have you ever seen you friend drive away? 
After way too many beers 
Have you ever had a friend experiment with weed? 
Have you ever covered up quilt? 
By doing a good deed? 
Have you ever considered suicide? 
As your only way out? 
Have you ever tried to hide yourself? 
Behind the things you say? 
Have you ever wanted to protect, 
Your friends and everyone in sight? 
Have you ever felt so much pain? 
You cry yourself to sleep at night? 
Have you ever lived my life? 

If you haven't tell me why, 
You judge me as you do?

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