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Life is one big party when you're still young But who's gonna have your back when it's all done It's all good when you're little, you have pure fun Can't be a fool son, what about the long run? You promised the world and I fell for it I put you first and you adored it Set fires to my forest And you let it burn . Tired face updated TEHEE Hey, what's up guys? It's been awhile since I last blogged. Aelfred is 7 months old now. He is the cutest baby in the world! Yesterday I proudly honestly told Nic that I love him more than Aelfred. Of course, God first then Nic ok. but Nic was like, "No way, I have done experiment once ago where I told you that there were mosquitoes biting me and you did nothing but when I say Mosquitoes biting Aelfred, you stood up in a seconds to check on him" HAHAH. I really thought I sayang Nic more than Aelfred tho. Now then I am not sure. Show you Aelfred's sleeping picture because it's the only picture he stop mov...

Enjoy your time with your newborn as they grow up pretty fast. My postpartum journey Hey Hi, it’s me again. Same same but with different content. 3 months have passed since I gave birth  to baby Aelfred. First and foremost, shoutout to my husband Nic, who has been patient enough to look after me and Aelfred. I can be difficult I know. So I am blessed to have a husband who cooks and cleans the house more than I. Not to forget that Nic always try his best to cover some of the night feeding baby Aelfred. Some nights, he will just wake up with me and accompany me while I feed Aelfred too. He will be entertaining me by sharing what nightmare/dreams he just had, his talent is talking you see.. I didn't dismiss his effort ok.  I still remember when I was overwhelmed with engorged boobs, he managed to ask around to get postpartum urut kakak to ease my suffering and I also remember although he just had his knee surgery, he still stands strong for this small family we have. He basically...

How long will I love you? As long as stars are above you And longer if I can.. My future's gonna be alright, I don't need to know where it leads. So, I've decided to share this cool phase of my life. First and foremost, Yes. I got pregnant 5weeks after my R.O.M. Haiya yay! I got to know about my pregnancy when my menstruations were 2 days late (I have a super stable cycle you see) and by then I was 4 weeks pregnant already. The crazy thing was that I self-prescribed an anti-parasite medication during my 2nd week. The first time seeing a double line on my pregnancy urine test kit can be overwhelming. I still remember it was Thursday 4pm after work when all the government clinics are closed.  So, we went to a private clinic to confirm the test. They made me pee on a new pregnancy test kit and do an ultrasound scan of my uterus/womb. Back then, it was undetected on the ultrasound as there is no sign of uterus dilation or implantation. So the doctor advised coming back after 2...

When I look into your eyes Baby, I see my whole life What you say we put us down some roots? Find a house up on a hill Travel 'round the world Put some pictures on the shelf Hold you close and keep the faith Raise some kids with our last name Well, come on baby what you say we do? I feel like growing old with you I'm growing old with you.. HEY WHAT'S UP. "Trusting an unknown future to a known God." 2022 has been a restless road so far, for me. On the first day of the year, I was sober. How much I hate being drunk. I told Nic that I didn't want to go nonsense countdown as I prefer staying home and having some time with myself. But Nic manage to drag me out to meet the church members and of course, getting drunk wasn't what we plan. We argued in the first hour of the new year as I was upset that I couldn't finish writing my diary and have a peaceful moment to pray and welcome the year. Nic can't drink alcohol as he has low alcohol tolerance. He had 3...

Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?  "No woman is gonna leave you because you made a mistake. She left you because you made it a habit." HEYYY. It's November! My birthday month!! It is special because I shared the same birthday week with Nic. It is more special this time because it's my first time having Nic be with me on my birthday. Yeap, last year early November, I hadn't known Nic yet. Perhaps, we were still a stranger back then. It's crazy to think that the stranger a year ago is now my husband.   'Learning how to love and care for the stranger to whom you find yourself married.' 21Nov2020-we hang out for the first time together. 5May2021-Nic proposed to me. 21Nov2021-we are married! Each timeline is 6 months interval! I never expect to do such. Always thought before you marry someone, you ought to date for at least a few years. But I guess w...

He said I’ve been where you’ve been before Down every hallway’s a slammin’ door No way out, no one to come and save me Wastin’ a life that the good Lord gave you Then somebody said what I’m saying to you Open my eyes and told me the truth He said: just a little faith and it’ll all get better So I followed that preacher man down to the river And now I’m changed And now I’m stronger   You don’t even have to leave if the change is what you need. You can change right next to me.   September has been pretty exhausting for me. Well, working life can be exhausting. October is the month where I will be in charge of managing covid-19 patients’ data. A new job scope for me and I know I should be glad that I could contribute something during this deadly pandemic instead of thinking about why I graduated with a bachelor's degree yet not doing anything within what I applied for. Anyway, what’s new? I sign up for a gym membership for the first time in forever! So far I really thin...